Err... wut? I was comparing myself to this time last year, you should've known me back then. It's quite a leap. Plus don't think I'm retarded but I used to go to my counselor in college for university advice, we have a very nice understanding between each other. I'm very open with her and she helped me alot with my problems. Plus, that book's a bonus.
Better than ever, yes. Cracked out of the shell, yes. No longer as gay as I was mere weeks ago, getting there.