phewww....
in 2011 i fell in love with a beatifull girl (cousin) but i didnt have balls to tell her . i used to visit her once in a year . when i visited her in 2012 my curiosity increased and asked friends to help me. i was in a serious trouble , then in aug 2012 i was somehow able to tell about my feelings and was waiting for her response , in start her response was very ignoring but after one month of hardwork the output came and she started taking interest in me ,, as she lived far far away from where i lived ( 24 hours drive ) ..
then we had a good relationship a very very good relationship,, and when i visited her in mid 2013 we had a very good time together . i lived there for almost 3 months.. then i had to come home ofc.. then my college started , and i had to take interest in studies instead of her,, there were distance between me and her.. then one day atlast i received a text of bye..... and thats it we never met and had a sit-n-talk situation... and its been 1 and half year we broke up.. we never had a contact with each other,,,
i wanted to move-on but m stuck,, when ever i try to workout or any exercise , it starts making me remind of her, because when we were toghether , i had a motivation so i lost a lot of weight by hitting gym alot means 20-22kg
but right now as she is not with me i am here again sitting in front of my computer dont know what to do more with this life, and i dont want her back as there are many reasons,, just i want to move on....
i need a motivation and energy like i had back then ,,,,
right now this time is very difficult for me ,,,,
in 2011 i fell in love with a beatifull girl (cousin) but i didnt have balls to tell her . i used to visit her once in a year . when i visited her in 2012 my curiosity increased and asked friends to help me. i was in a serious trouble , then in aug 2012 i was somehow able to tell about my feelings and was waiting for her response , in start her response was very ignoring but after one month of hardwork the output came and she started taking interest in me ,, as she lived far far away from where i lived ( 24 hours drive ) ..
then we had a good relationship a very very good relationship,, and when i visited her in mid 2013 we had a very good time together . i lived there for almost 3 months.. then i had to come home ofc.. then my college started , and i had to take interest in studies instead of her,, there were distance between me and her.. then one day atlast i received a text of bye..... and thats it we never met and had a sit-n-talk situation... and its been 1 and half year we broke up.. we never had a contact with each other,,,
i wanted to move-on but m stuck,, when ever i try to workout or any exercise , it starts making me remind of her, because when we were toghether , i had a motivation so i lost a lot of weight by hitting gym alot means 20-22kg
but right now as she is not with me i am here again sitting in front of my computer dont know what to do more with this life, and i dont want her back as there are many reasons,, just i want to move on....
i need a motivation and energy like i had back then ,,,,
right now this time is very difficult for me ,,,,