was wondering some questions need clarfications from ppl who know this --
i keep on hearing that kabar ka azab hey --- but i dont or have not read it any where that momin , or for that matter muslim == ppl who die muslims will be punished as well .
i could be wrong here --- but i need some info on this ,, oibvioys we are given choises of right / wrong --- but if we are in the least bit piased persons and have fear of ALLAH -- then will that also subject us to the brutal anguish of death .
--my PEER told me -MASHALLAH i have changed a lot --- was not like this before -- was on a path of destruction / revenge / retribution / he told me other wise.
one day was hearing SURAH REHMAN ...and then no idea what happened --- wept like a child for hours ---fear struck me ---i will be there before ALLAH and he will ask ----
Muhammad -' what did you do with the time i gave you on earth " ...and i can not reply !! .it struck me hard ---- he will ask me -- what will i say ? ..
SUBHANALLAH -- i am on a better path now - try to follow the sunnah as best i can ." ...
he told me you will have a dream -- tell me what u see --
it came on a thursday nite -- i was tired n all -- went to bed early -- totally forgot what the peer said !!
i dreamt of a beautifull place -- it was lush green / divine beautifull - not hot / or cold -- mild breeze - beatifull scent
i see lots of ppl wearing white robes and all talking nicely moving towads a single point .
i see my wife walking with me -- she says we have to be some where -- i come across this place --- i see a huge crystal castal -- or a large mosque made of crystal in the distance -- i clearly see thousands of ppl siting there and having food / manosalwa --MASHALLAH .
my wife says lets go -- but i cant move -- i see a bridge covered by a small cloud - as i see clearly i see that its not a bridge but a blade -- but ppl are walking very comfortably over it and going to other side.
but i cant move -- my feet dont allow it !!
i tell my wife to go ahead -- this place is not for me --- in sadness i sit down and she says she will be back with some one ------ some time passes and i i see from a distance some one coming towards me from the other side ...
i am looking down in to the GORGE ---i hear a beautifull voice ---very very polite ---
sorry i can not recollect who it was --and i can can not confirm .. would be wrong on part .
the voice said why are you so sad ' i say i can not cross maybe ALLAH does not want me to cross over " ....and the voice says thats not the case ..
in a bold manner .the voice commands ...
recite with me the words of the Lord .
and i recite with the voice ;;; the Qalma " ..subhanallah ...
as it comes to and i gasp for breadth and wake up shaking in the bed --- and at same time - i can hear the AZZAN for FAJIR Prays ....
i recite the entire statement when i meet my peer --" he smiles " ........these were his words ...
What was bestowed on you / what was shown ....was to engliten you of things to come ---- FOR ONLY THE CHOOSEN A WALK ON THE PATH OF RIGhTOUNESS.
i asked him many times ---- who was the voice ----" all i got in responce was ' ..........some things are better kept quite untill the time of there revelation comes .
---- no idea what that ment .................the memory is very vague now -----but it was divine never the less .