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ahem ahem..Bhaiyoon or bhennoo...life is a bi*ch we all know that..certain things in life happen to all of us...we all fell down from our bikes...we all choked on food...we all bit our tongues when talkin to fast..we all have cheated at chupan chupai..and yes we all have fallen in love/crush atleast once in life that is something we cannot deny...and yes yes..u guys figured it out..i had fallen in love (apparently) with a girl...yes the word here is had..people specially guys who fall for women tend to do alot of stupid things..i have failed against the demon we all call love..i had too once submitted to someone else...i know i know it totally goes against my AWESOME-NESS...but its true...and i have done stupid things...the thing i did was..that some time ago when i was into this girl i did something stupid i wrote her a poem..yes u heard me...locust wrote a poem...and it was stupid..but before this piece of stupidity gets lost in time i have finally decided to share my poem-ing (DAMN DID I JUS MAKE A NEW WORD =S) skills with you people..so that 10 years from now we can all have a fun time remembering how we were all young and stupid..so here it is guys..a poem i wrote for that special some one...and yeh dont ask for the name of that girl cause u guys will never know, i dont identify women to random people -_-

PS: after i wrote this poem on that very depressing day like years ago.. i opened it next day and showed it to my cousin and brother.. which were my secret keepers xD.. apparently a few lines have lyrics from some songs.. i might have added them on a subconscious level.. they r probably one of those lines that u hear every friggin day.. so basically its all original i shit u not. it was bout get published in a magazine after a friend of my read it but i didnt call for it..

as for the girl i dont know where she is.. so yes people who think its 'IT' its not 'IT'..this is like really old 3 years i guess..

poem in the spoilers.. a rote her many g*y poems like these, i will start of with this first.. then i will publish them all one by one.. DEPENDING ON THE PWNAGE LEVEL I RECEIVE -_______-"

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The way i hurt myself again and agin when I think about u,
It jus surprises me I havnt died yet but yes I wish I do,

Every single day because of u I make my world blue,
but u just take pleasure with the awful things u put me through..

I know I am silent but inside I m screaming and maybe ur screaming too,
u think ur hurting me?there is fire inside my heart but only love comes blazing through,

u make me hate my life but why become the angel of my nightmare,
Ur face comes on so haunting ever time i wake up thinking, i wish u care,

these words i write these tears i drop ever wonder if its all for u?
I keep telling myself i dont miss u at all..but i do...yeh i do...

I knows its in our nature to hurt each other like u do,
but my lifes to short....to live it jus for u...

So are u really this innocent?thinking i am wasting my time on u?
Or is it jus that ur too proud and u think i aint good enough for u?

do u even remeber who i am? Do u even know my name?
Do u even care about me when i do...i know its a shame

Do u want me to carve my name on my face for u to recognise???
Dont u think this is to much...its so stupid of u to terrorise...

I know i messed up and i know i lost it again,and i know i'm right,
But will u please come in my dreams and stop this pain tonight?,

And i know i have chnaged and u have changed too,
i m sry i aint perfect but u ill always be my boo,

I am caught up in a conflict between my brain and my heart i dont know wat to do next,
But i am still alive, and breathing i wish u forgive me with these text,

And i know the reason i cant forget u is because it means something,
Ur here to rescue me and trust me the way i feel about u, for u thats nothing,

And i am done with crying and i wish i die cause i am done with this world of lie,
But would i still see u when i close my eyes?if i die....i wish i lived forever and cry,

And i know i aint the one u knew back in school,i know i have changed just like u,
but its not to late, never to late we can still stick together like glue,

I will give away everything i own just to have u back in my world,
Please jus come back, u broke my pride i am alone make these tears hold,

Sadness is beautiful for what u made me become,
For u I was just trying to be the one,,

Kept u in my mind and soul then sat in the dark,
Now let me show u how much i care...here...take my heart...

BOOM HEADSHOT!!!


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